Monday, April 2, 2007

confusion and chaos

This is about confusion... i m a very confused human being... even in simple things i get confused... i am emotionally confused most of the times, so i feel wot i want to feel... i am confused about the future, about my future of course... but then i still manage to find some sense out of it... i see sense in it when many people still think that its confusing...

i am confused but i am never chaotic... i do things systematically at times... i can be very organized at times... but at the core, i am confused... but not chaotic...

i never knew the true meaning of chaos... i still dont know it... i think it has smtn to do with finding some kind of regularity in very random things... now if u ask, how can there be a regularity if its chaotic?.. but i really dont know the meaning.. i jus looked it up... it says the chaotic system appears random due to its sensitivity to initial conditions, ansd some exponential relationship an blah blah blah.. its smtn like, it is always deterministic, but it always appears random....

but then i guess i m chaotic... (see... i m confused..).. cuz even tho i appear confused, random, i m not...
so again a confusing blog i have written.. but try to see some sense in it... cuz there is... an if u find out, tell me also, so i wud know ;)

1 comment:

Richa Batra said...

There was sense in your Innerself blog as well and here also there is LOTS of sense..and its upto the person reading it that he/she should make out the sense.However its a rare quality to find sense out of something which seems nonsense at first glance its only a thinker or philosopher who can do that and with all modesty i say that i could sense what you wanted to say..will tell what i thought later..its been almost a blog rather than a comment..:)